The reason why I created this site is because I want it to be my personal diary. A place where I reflect, think about my life and to write them down. What I write about is the one thing I think is the most worthy of jotting down each day. Of course, sometimes I hardly write anything, and there are definitely days in our lives that don\’t mean much.
But, a month or two ago, I got really lost in the numbers I was getting. Whether it was the number of views or the number of likes, the first thing I did when I turned on my computer was to check the dashboard, just like the way I ended my day. Now, gradually, I\’m getting more confident in what I\’m writing. My belief in keeping going has shifted from seeing good numbers to actually doing something my future self will appreciate.
And I want to keep it that way. Sometimes I do feel like I say things like, I met amazing new people today, I have some great things lying ahead of me that I\’m really looking forward to, I have a 5-year plan that will hopefully help me get started on the life I want to live, I feel like I say those things too much. And I am going to stop feeling that way. That\’s what made me me, and that\’s what made my life the way it is now. I am doing internship, that is boring and fixed schedule, so what I have been thinking all day is my insane summer trips that will start from the end of next month. That\’s is what my life is like now, and I don\’t have to try everything I can to hide it. My life is indeed boring right now. LOL. And it is indeed going to be amazing starting from the end of next month, I am not going to hide that too.
Have a great day.