Much of my day is spent doing the work my boss assigned me to do. I search for things, do coding, handle errors and yarn build.
When my boss comes and discusses something with me, I give 1000% of my attention, but understand 70% of what he is trying to tell me. After the discussion, I would spend extra time trying to figure out the remaining 30% while being impressed with the wisdom of the other programmers and my boss.
And I continued to do things I could only understand by looking up a lot of things.
Every day, I work through some of my confusions and fix some of my bugs. Every day, I have a whole new pile of confusion, and I create some errors and warning messages that will be left for tomorrow\’s me to further solve. Every day, I understand some concepts and some technical terms that are new to me. Every day, I am exposed to more terms that I have never heard before.
It is a seemingly endless loop. I like it, and I don\’t want it to end. I am learning so many new things every day, and though exhausting, I feel a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment.
I saw an instagram reel today that basically meant that we shouldn\’t pursue our lives as a fixed noun, a position like a teacher or something like that, we should always keep our life choices open and be a constantly changing verb. I don\’t give a shit about it as first, but it really does make sence to me.
Anyway, I had a great day!