I used up all of my love before I was 15,
I used to love someone for no reason, I didn\’t even know what love was at that time
but I was brave, shining like the sun,
had nothing to fear, nothing to lose.
I hardly ever spoke to him afterwards.
Then I fell in love with a man from a distance,
He is an actor,
living in my memories.
There are not many pictures and media about him online,
he shines in a time when glory fades after a glance.
Then I started dating someone, went through two relationships,
and broke up.
I never felt a heartbroken,
but I got bored.
I burried my love with my hands,
they are forever silent underground,
dead, rotted, toxic,
still waiting to be saved.
But will it? will I?
No one ever knows.