I could feel that I am not in a good mood recently. I have things on my mind, but I couldn\’t turn them into some kind of output. I have been passively accepting whatever that cames into me, just accept, accept. I am not creating or doing anything for myself recently, I think.
I want to read books, but I know that I have to get prepared for my exam. I want to watch a movie or a show, but I don\’t have that much effort to get to understand the whole new story, and I don\’t want to spend an hour or longer to find out that I don\’t like the movie I picked. It\’s like, there\’s been things that I want to do, and there\’s also been excuses that stop me from taking for the first step, amd I will just do something meaningless to kill time. I know it\’s not good, but I think I need soemtime to revover.
Things will get better, sweet dreams.