There are times when some names from the past come to my mind out of nowhere.
I don\’t keep in touch with them often now, but we used to be very close, or at least have some stories. Nothing wrong happened, but over time, we have nothing left to say.
There are times when these names pop into my head.
I would send them messages, chat with them and catch up with them. There are times when nothing seems to have changed, but there are also times when I feel that the vibe between us is completely different. And sometimes it really hurts. Not only do you lose the friends from your past, but sometimes the feeling of youth.
And for me, I dumped a lot of relationships just because I changed my environment and gradually it felt like we didn\’t even speak the same language. It\’s sad. Some of my friends do have relationships from primary school to high school and even university, they go to the same school, they are in the same class, they do almost everything together, they have 80% of their friends in common. I was absent, because I moved. Sometimes their friendship really makes me jealous, and I\’ll never have the chance to have that friendship in my life ever again.
I don\’t know. I\’ve lost some people who were very important to me and met new people. I guess that\’s growth, full of confusion, but time never stops letting me figure these things out.
With growth comes change and with change people learn how to move on. Sometimes i have a gut feeling that those people who i don’t talk to anymore feel the same way i do about them, even if we don’t keep touch anymore. I still wish them well even if they forgot i exist.
Yeah, feelings are mutual. Nah…I think people will remember, the same as we do. We just don’t have enough reason or motivation to resume the conversation again.