About true love, I think it exists, I would love to see it happen to other people and bring them joy. However, I don\’t really expect it to happen to me.
I have seen people online living such happy lives with their other halves. But the real life stories I hear and see are of men fishing all night in the winter just because they don\’t want to go home.
I have seen people crying at weddings with happy smiles on their faces, and I have seen people arguing with each other every day, living in pain and grief.
I have seen so many parents, including mine, just living together and I don\’t think they\’re in love anymore. Their fear of separating from each other and starting a new fresh life outweighs the pain of living their lives together. And that\’s sad. That\’s not the relationship I am looking for.
The one I want, I couldn\’t really describe it. Honestly, I don\’t really know what kind of life it would be. But I will keep finding. Or maybe I am just passively waiting. I don\’t know.
What\’s marrige? Maybe I will never have my answer. And what\’s love? Hope I could get the answer for that.
I don’t remember who, but someone once said to me that marriage means you accept to live with another person’s flaws for the rest of your life and enduring pain with/from them is real love. I don’t necessarily agree but everyone finds their own meaning in things like that, i guess.
I have heard something similar? And, yeah, I think people understand and imagine ‘love’ very differently from each other. At the end of the day, love is just a concept that anyone can interpret in their own words.